Thursday, May 8, 2008

Yes. I. Did.

With a click of a key, my studies were finished.

It was anticlimactic, actually. I had thought I would have experienced an immediate sense of relief. Instead I felt simply, uh. In fact I wished I could have done better, managed my time more efficiently, devoted more attention to my paper.

Instead, I went to war with the army I had. And it really wasn't much. Which is pretty much how I feel about the whole of my law school career, actually. I began every semester hoping to improve upon the last, and while I was able to do so, I still lived with the constant pressure to try harder, to work a little longer, to want it a little more. Now that pressure is gone.

So I'll have to get used to feeling good about myself again. Odd.

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